There are tremors in my hands and rigidity in my knees, The diagnosis I was given was a Parkinson's like disease. They say it's Parkinsonism because it comes from medication, My dilemma begins with this disordered situation. I need expertise to digest this information. Grounding delusions through anti psychotics, The side effects of the meds are chaotic. The medicine blocks the dopamine, Exacerbating the Parkinsonism supervenes. I need the means to end this routine. The dilemma before me creates a choice to make, Do I continue my meds or take a break? I consulted with neurosurgeons and psychiatrists, With all the wisdom offered the symptoms persist. I need to insist that this medicine is dismissed. Considerable impact from side effects I face, Weight gain, high blood pressure, are in place. There are long-term implications to my wellness plan, My symptoms progress with shaky hands. I need to explain that the pain can't remain. I yearn to quit using the meds to avoid complications, But to preserve my quality of life I can't suffer delusions. The dilemma that I face is a challenge so immense, I seek advice from professionals and use common sense. I need a defense if false beliefs commence. The decision I made is to weigh the benefits and risks, Life-altering choices for my future exist. The dilemma of should I take my meds or not Is a complex issue that requires careful thought, I hope not to become distraught.
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